Okay, so in Science class yesterday we were talking about sleep cycles and melatonin and my science teacher said, “if you’re trying to sleep, avoid one colour. Blue. Your melatonin levels decrease when looking at the colour blue because it’s the colour of the sky.” GUYS, I KNOW WHY NONE OF US SLEEP. TUMBLR IS BLUE.
THE JIG IS UP, YOU SNEAKY BASTARDS. WE’RE ONTO YOU.
Terrible terrible day today.
Sometimes I really wonder if everything will turn out the way I want it to in the end. It’s always easier to tell my friends to believe in their abilities and that everything will turn out fine.
But when I think about my own results, I’m truly terrified by the future. When I was taking Os, everything was simpler. As long as I did my part of completing TYS, I was guaranteed an A. But now, even if I finished all the extra papers, there’s still a chance of me failing. How am I going to cross this hurdle?
Everyday I wish for time to stop, for me to have time to take a break and rest. But no, everything rushes past in a whirlwind.
31 days to prelims
94 days to As
Can I do this?